holy shit holy shit holy shit!!!

soooooooooooooooooooooooo.....

Pending Cal having already bought tickets (which would make me really sad) Justin and I will be in L.A. for Halloween!!!!!

Holy fuck. I had the best night with him. He came and got me at work, we drove out to Skokie to go to dinner, had a nice long dinner and played hangman on the table...

"chesca loves facials"

Drove back into the city, and as the skyline came into view, I totally had one of those moments, when the whole world is PERFECT, and you just can't help but think that everything in life, forever, will just be alright. The skyline was AMAZING, and just being there, with him, the music, the mood, the front seat of that car I have come to love and feel so safe in, it was all just ideal. I almost wanted to cry, but I took a deep breath and just let it all run over me... happyness, is a really beautiful thing.

We had horrible rich stupidly expensive ice-cream at cold-stone and went back to his place, laughed over the new t-shirts, (we now have matching t's with this adorible teddy-bear impailed on a huge thumb tack)sooo fucking funny. he played the guitar, which, i never ever get tired of, and then tryed to be all macho and ended up blasting himself full on in the face with a bottle of evian. i was laughing so hard i was choking.

as we were driving back home, he was telling me about his halloween plans, and then kind of blurted out "oh shit!!! you should come!!! fuck, I hope Cal hasn't gotten tickets yet... "

and so, pending Cal's tickets, I am going to be on a first class flight, to L.A. with Justin (all expenses paid) for Halloween. To see Atrayu... I am SOOOOOOO EXCITED.
and so flattered, that he's willing to spend that kind of money just to have me around. So, that's how we get to spend our "hey this is our one year aniversary thing" .... In L.A.

Holy shit.